There it was I saw it and fell apart. Memories brewed that brought such happiness yet a deep bottomless dark lonely abysess that made my heart heavy and a need to cry.
It was a day before Christmas 2008. Things were just not that great this year. My mother-in-law was sick and in the hospital and had to ge through rehab before returning home. My wife and I had a dispute over her care and famiy gifts. My brother-in-law was being biopsied for men problems and I saw how much all was taking an effect on my wife. My mother-in-law was just a twenty-four hour job. God bless her as she is eighty-eight years old and going strong. I wasn't helping with my fuzzy eating and weight being just out of control.
